coz I was the cure...for every itch..
deprived and depraved,
Love like a flower,on my grave..
I’m so detached..so corrupted..
Life is on a halt with emotions busted..
The sun too give up..
I’m stranded in the dark..
There was nothing in sight,but memories apart..
I used to be wasted,Always tried to take it
Take it down into my vein..
Thats not something which I ever enjoyed,
That is just my bloody hated intolerable pain....!
you left me in the mid,
when you know,I love you still...
but my strength got weaker n weaker,
coz my body has lost its will..
there is no fear...but only sorrows...
as usual,happiness is sumthing..
which I always need to borrow...
A shocking selfishness surrounds everywhere..
as brainwashed people show that they do not care..
I’m still dining on the ashes of yesterday
forever shrouded in darkness
rip this heart from my chest
reeling now in eternal sadness..
torment, pain,sufferings with fucked up life,
is all that remain...
its a big ‘NO’ to blood forever n ever..
coz alcohol is running in my veins.....!
Condemned to self-destruct,
collapsing--suffocating inner walls.
Awaiting miserably to erupt,
in crystal clear--black waterfalls.
An exotic erotic fantasy
heeding toward my being
dreaming into reality
without the sense of seeing..
Its time to love me,embrace me
Coz I’m in your foreign land...
upon lurking shadows grace
walking with death in hand ........!!!
